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I could say "I had forgotten"-

But that would be a lie. I do not practice untruths. Merely omissions, which are- Not by literal definition, lies.

It is always a possibility that he return here, and possibility I return there to his side.

How wrong, of me, to think I have grown so apart from him. Two years, and I... have changed. To admit it is also wrong, but I- As long as I still obey him, it will be enough, won't it? I must wrap up all my independent studies post haste.

May I say one thing? To all of those who I have met in this City... and all who have called me "friend"- Thank you. I am... grateful, to you. I know I have difficulties expressing such intent and emotion, but I am.

If, as Mayuri-sama said, I am to be decommissioned and rebuilt- Then I wish to say this now before he finds out, who calls me such a name, who treats me so before it is past time.

I am grateful. Thank you.

Private to Ishida Uryu; Unhackable

I will say first, you need not reply to this. I am sure you will not wish to. The you who has returned here, to the City... it is you, whom I know, and am indebted to, but at the same time, it is not the same you.

I understand, that... you do not trust me. And that you may even despise me, and the actions I undertake on Mayuri-sama's behalf. I do understand this. But- I still beg you, despite how selfish it is, to please-

Even if you will not, you are always free to call on me. And I... apologize. For Mayuri-sama, and for myself.

You need not forgive me.

/Private to Ishida Uryu; Unhackable

Private to Otonashi Saya & Hagi; Unhackable

If the two of you are not back to "normal"- I believe I may have found the correct hormone dosage that will counteract Saya's need for hibernation. It would need be injected often, which I'm afraid may grow tedious, but I cannot think of a way to keep the levels high enough otherwise, and efforts to form a pill were less successful than a pure liquid form.

A final trial phase and evaluation should prove the case of this possible success. However, the chance that Saya's body may grow tolerant of this hormone treatment over time and begin to require stronger dosages, or even an entirely different formula, exists. We will need address that, later, should that be the case.

If you can report to the hospital tomorrow? It would be best to administer this as soon as possible. Thank you for your patience.

/Private to Otonashi Saya & Hagi; Unhackable

Private to Crowley, Konata, & Carl; Unhackable

The gigai body was completed to the requested specifications yesterday, and entity Crowley was able to successfully possess said artificial body.

The contract is complete, and no payment need be offered. Crowley, please consult me should any complications arise with the gigai- the possibility the soul connection may slip does exist, due to this City's dampening of reiatsu.

/Private to Crowley, Konata, & Carl; Unhackable

[ooc; g- god this sounds like a suicide note D| aka, Daddy Mayuri's arrival the other day re-put stuff in perspective for abused daughter Nemu- so she wants to thank people and wrap up her affairs before... trying to distance herself from people again, orz.]